Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Day 89

It is hard to update the blog when I get to spend so little time with my Sweet Nicole. Today she was so tired when I was there. It was hard to have a good visit with her. She was trying so hard to stay awake. Christian came to visit her today. Nicole was so glad to see him and I think he was glad to see her.

It is hard for me to gage how she is through out the day when I am not there. All I get now is a snippet of what happens.

The nurse told me when I came in today the PT went well. She walked further today which I was very happy about. Wound care went well too. They are giving her a phentynal (Rx) lollipop to help her with her pain. It seems to be working better than a shot. Her back is showing improvement which I am so happy about. Maybe if we can get her legs covered and her left arm we can get out of this place.

I pray for fast healing on Nicole's behalf so we don't have to endure any more separation. My heart is being ripped out as I imagine hers is too. I wish I knew what to do. I wish I knew where to turn. The only thing I can do right now is pray that we will be led to the right person to help us through all this. If this goes on much longer I might have a nervous breakdown.


Anonymous said...

I don't know why God has given you this rocky path to walk. Only He knows that. But one thing is certain. He is walking it with you. And when you can't walk, He will carry you. You won't have a nervous breakdown. He won't let you. Because you trust in Him. Just keep your eyes on Him and keep walking and one day, you will see that the path has ended and you're on a smooth highway.
Love you lots.

Angi said...

Thanks GG. That is what I needed to hear. I do know God is with me although it is tough, I am tougher. I think that God knows that and that is why I walk this path. Love you too.