It is hard to update the blog when I get to spend so little time with my Sweet Nicole. Today she was so tired when I was there. It was hard to have a good visit with her. She was trying so hard to stay awake. Christian came to visit her today. Nicole was so glad to see him and I think he was glad to see her.
It is hard for me to gage how she is through out the day when I am not there. All I get now is a snippet of what happens.
The nurse told me when I came in today the PT went well. She walked further today which I was very happy about. Wound care went well too. They are giving her a phentynal (Rx) lollipop to help her with her pain. It seems to be working better than a shot. Her back is showing improvement which I am so happy about. Maybe if we can get her legs covered and her left arm we can get out of this place.
I pray for fast healing on Nicole's behalf so we don't have to endure any more separation. My heart is being ripped out as I imagine hers is too. I wish I knew what to do. I wish I knew where to turn. The only thing I can do right now is pray that we will be led to the right person to help us through all this. If this goes on much longer I might have a nervous breakdown.